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Post by ~+Damion Schmidt+~ on May 1, 2007 20:58:07 GMT -5
Daim laughed laying next to her,"im sorry i forgot about ur closterphobia."
He kissed her cheek softly laying back onto his back,and blowing a piece of hair out of his face.
Clicking off the lamp he wrapped his arms around her."night Gomory.."
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Post by Gomory Rose on May 1, 2007 21:08:12 GMT -5
"Good night." She laid in his arms for a while but when she knew that he was asleep, she got up and went outside. Gomory couldn't help it, she liked the outside. She hated being locked up somewhere. She sat down on the ground and looked at a flower. "What am I going to do?" She asked herself as she picked up the flower. "I don't want to die, I'm to afraid to." She laid back on her back and started to pick the petals off of the flower. "I can't chicken out, they deserve this, this should have been done already. They need to be punished in a way the school system wouldn't." Her body shook. It was cold on the ground, Gomory didn't care. Out of the corner of her eye Gomory saw a tiny toad hopping across the yard, she sat up almost instantly and grabbed it. It was cute little toad. "Maybe I should put you in Daims bed, and scare him.." She laughed. "No, that wouldn't be a good idea. He might hurt you." She petted the toads head with her finger then let him go. The toad happily hopped along. Her tiny body curled up on the ground so many thoughts going through her head, she knew she wouldn't sleep tonight. She was too worried and anxious at the same time to go to sleep.
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Post by ~+Damion Schmidt+~ on May 1, 2007 21:50:18 GMT -5
Turning and tossing,Damion was dreaming,the scene haunted him almost everynight.
He drept of his real father,the one that used to beat him,he begged and pleaded,no,in his sleep,if damion was scared of anyone it was him,everynight just about,he'd have the same dream,his father hitting his mom and Daim sat there only an 8 year old unable to help her,he could never reach her intime,and eventually his father would stranggle her to death,but this time the dream was diffrent,this time Daim had a gun,and yeah in the dream he was young but there seemed to be an hour glass telling him u have this much time before she dies and its all up to u.
Struggling with the gun he eventually aimed and shot at his target.
Damion jumped up ina cold sweat,breathing a bit heavy,he looked over to see Gomory wasn't there and sighed.
Looking over at his desk he jumped up and dug thu the drawers untill eventually finding a pack of ciggys,he wanted to stop but he was shaking and he really needed it.
He headed outside and sat on the porch after lighting it,he hung his head down sighing again,looking at his hand he noticed how bad his shakes were.
"shit daim,hes not coming back why do u keep doing this..?.."
His eyes hadn't caught Gomory yet and he remained still in a little ball,his palms sweating and his body was like one huge vribrating machine.
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Post by Gomory Rose on May 1, 2007 21:54:14 GMT -5
Gomory sat up and looked at him, "Daim...?" Her voice was almost inaudbile. She noticed how bad he was shaking. I wonder what happend...., she moved to get up but her leg was asleep and it hurt her to move it.
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Post by ~+Damion Schmidt+~ on May 1, 2007 22:03:24 GMT -5
Damion saw her move out of the corner of his eye,"G-gomory?..what are u doin out here i thought u went home?.."
he walked over to her sitting by her,He took another drag trying to calm down.
"i had that stupid dream again..except this time i shot him..and then i woke up.."
He looked down putting his head in his hands.
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Post by Gomory Rose on May 2, 2007 15:03:15 GMT -5
Gomory took the cigerette from him and wrapped her arms around him after putting it out. "Daim..." She honestly didn't know what to say to calm him down. "It's just a dream..." She rememberd him telling her that on a couple of occasions. She shook her head and rubbed his back.
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Post by ~+Damion Schmidt+~ on May 2, 2007 15:28:14 GMT -5
Daim nodded slowly,still a bit out of it.
"h-hey im fine,but why were u out here?..are u ok?"
He pulled his head off of her shoulder and looked at her with concern.
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Post by Gomory Rose on May 2, 2007 15:42:47 GMT -5
"Daim you know I like the outside." She smiled at him. "After all I am a blue-wolf." It was a term she use to use with her old best friend. But she moved away and she had never said it again, till then. "You don't even know what that means so I don't know why I said it." Gomory laughed.
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Post by ~+Damion Schmidt+~ on May 2, 2007 15:47:52 GMT -5
"well id like to hear about it."
He laughed kissing her cheek and laying his head bk down on her.
"plus i love wolves u know that,maybe thats how we ended up so close."
He smiled laughing a bit.
"or maybe its the fact that ur gorgous eyes caught mine when u walked into school that day,i almost died i swear,i never thought ud talk to me to be serious"
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Post by Gomory Rose on May 2, 2007 15:55:19 GMT -5
Gomory laughed, "That was in 7th grade hun. God, it's been so long. How do you even remember? I think my eyes were lighter back then." She shook her head, "I have the memory of a goldfish."
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Post by ~+Damion Schmidt+~ on May 2, 2007 16:05:34 GMT -5
Damion smiled,"and i loved u then as well,im just a pussy when it comes to telling people how i feel."
He laughed a bit looking at her,he smiled softly and kissed her gently.
"Gomory..i dunno about this whole thing anymore..i dun wanna leave u..and im not letting u do it..im gonna make u leave weither u like it or not..i can't watch that happen to u.."
He looked down before looking back up into her eyes.
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Post by Gomory Rose on May 2, 2007 16:10:41 GMT -5
Gomory looked at him, "Daim I'm going to do this with you, whether you like it or not. So get use to the idea." She wouldn't show weakness, not around him. She had too much of a barrier up. She wouldn't let him get through the barrier to where inside she wanted to cry her eyes out like a child.
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Post by ~+Damion Schmidt+~ on May 2, 2007 16:51:22 GMT -5
He sighed a bit,to be tuthfull he was scared as fuck as well,"Fine Gomory whatever u want..but i want u to shoot me and say it was self defence ok..or anything..just dun die whatever it takes ok..please.."
He held her hand in his running his thumb down the back of her hand,looking at her.
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Post by Gomory Rose on May 2, 2007 17:04:50 GMT -5
Gomorys' body shook at the thought of it. "Why...? Why should I live and you die? I don't want to be left alone without you.." Her barrier was breaking and she looked like she was about to cry. Gomory, don't you dare cry around Daim..he'll only think you're a weak little bitch..., she told herself and tried to smile.
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Post by ~+Damion Schmidt+~ on May 2, 2007 17:11:19 GMT -5
"Gomory im not dumb,i can see the pain in ur eye's..and to tell the truth im more of a pussy cuz i wanna kill myself,but i want u to kill me so u can gte out and go on with life and those bastards will still get what they deserve,and Gomory..its ok to cry.."
He looked up at her and kissed her cheek gently,"its ok baby im here..if u cry hell i might start with u..because i love u,and i understand.."
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Post by Gomory Rose on May 2, 2007 18:14:53 GMT -5
Gomorys' barrier broke. She tried not to cry but she couldn't help it. She flung her arms around Damions neck and sobbed, "I can't lose you...I wont.." She never cried, she kept trying to stop the tears, nothing worked. I have to stop crying, comon mind...think happy..., she thought and bit her lip.
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Post by ~+Damion Schmidt+~ on May 2, 2007 18:22:03 GMT -5
Holding her close he kissed her head,"we gotta call it off then,i love u Gomory i dun wanna leave u..i dun wanna take the chance of never seeing u again even after all of it.."
He let her bury her head into his shoulder and he comforted her,holding her in his arms.
"I dun wanna do this anyore if it means i have to give us up.."
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Post by Gomory Rose on May 2, 2007 19:36:45 GMT -5
She looked up at him, "But..--" She got choked up and couldn't speak. What is wrong with me? I'm not supposed to let a person get to me like this...
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Post by ~+Damion Schmidt+~ on May 2, 2007 20:35:27 GMT -5
"shh,no buts,im not leaving u here and im not taking u down with me either,i love u to much to be that damn selfish."
He ran his hand thru her hair and kissed her forhead,"do u understand baby?.."
He pulled back a little looking into her tear glossed eyes.
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Post by Gomory Rose on May 2, 2007 20:42:20 GMT -5
"What if I shoot myself...?" She wiped her eyes and sighed.
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Post by ~+Damion Schmidt+~ on May 2, 2007 20:45:25 GMT -5
He shook his head,"don't talk like that,i be damn if i let u do that infont of me,or anywhere for that fact,u won't be dying anytime soon Gomory,one day maybe we'll get married and we'll have a huge house,and it'll be so cool."
He forced a smile trying to make her feel better.
"dosn't that sound like sumtin to look foward to?,hmm?.."
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Post by Gomory Rose on May 2, 2007 20:49:00 GMT -5
"You know how I feel about marriage.." She kept wiping her eyes. "Damnit...my eyes are going to be puffy soon..I hate this.." Gomory smiled and coughed. "Anyway, you know that I think marriage is a waste of time, I don't want kids, ever. And I don't want to see my 30th birthday so suicide is somewhere in my future apparently. I refuse to be old and wrinkly and ugly." Gomory laughed a little.
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Post by ~+Damion Schmidt+~ on May 2, 2007 20:53:52 GMT -5
Daim laughed and pinched her cheeks playfully,"awe u dun want these to be all wrinkly?"
He laughed hugging her close,smiling which soon turned into a yawn.
"so were deff doin this then cuz we dun have time to just play around with it cuz thats where plans go wrong and people find out about them and then people like me and u end up in juvi or nut houses."
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Post by Gomory Rose on May 2, 2007 20:56:15 GMT -5
"I would rather hang myself than go to either one of those places." She blinked, "and NO! I don't want my cheeks to be all winkley. I feel sorry for the person who even gets to see my first wrinkle. Poor poor person they are." Gomory pouted.
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Post by ~+Damion Schmidt+~ on May 2, 2007 21:07:56 GMT -5
Daim laughed a little laying his head on her shoulder,he was slowly falling asleep.
"ur the first person i ever met that wanted to die because of a wrinkle."
He smiled still laughing,he closed his eyes.
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Post by Gomory Rose on May 3, 2007 16:08:05 GMT -5
Gomory laughed and fake shutterd, "eww wrinkle." She moved her body away from him quickly and smiled at him. "Isn't being outside fun?"
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Post by ~+Damion Schmidt+~ on May 3, 2007 17:53:48 GMT -5
Damions head hit the ground from where she pulled away and that surely woke him up.
"oww..yeah outside..wooo.."
Yawning again he sat up curling himself into a ball.
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Post by Gomory Rose on May 3, 2007 17:58:08 GMT -5
Gomory leaned foreward on her arms and poked him, "You know I'm a hyper person at night, it's not my fault!" She laughed and kept poking him. "You should see me clean at 2 am in the morning, it's intresting."
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Post by ~+Damion Schmidt+~ on May 3, 2007 18:25:00 GMT -5
He laughed a bit,"not me im like zombie,but ya kno us normal people are sleeping at that hour."
He laughed again and poked her bk.
"im really sleepy tho baby,i barely sleep anymore..i have to much shit on my mind.."
He looked up at her laying on his back.
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Post by Gomory Rose on May 3, 2007 18:28:42 GMT -5
"Then go to sleep" Gomory rasied her eyebrow. "You need rest mister!" She kissed the tip of his nose and smiled at him. "I can stay up and run around or better yet, run off and get hit by a car."
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