Knocking on Heaven's door

[~+Syn+~]

Syn gave her a blank look and laughed,"i do not,and if i do i can sleepon the floor if u want me to,cuz ima be staying here now most likely"he smiled like a smart ass and kissed her head.

[Gomory Rose]

"No!" Gomory laughed wrapping her legs and arms around him, "My cover hog. Who needs to stay in bed with me." She smiled, she knew that it was ok that she acted like a child around him.

[~+Syn+~]

"awe,okay i'll stay"he smiled and snuggled her,"im not going anywhere",syn smiled before falling asleep minutes after.

And hours later he was having nightmares,nightmares he had already lived,syn saw bam hurting Gomory and he was trying to get to her,it was impossible cause crowds of people were gathering to see what was going on,he was screaming for her,making him toss and turn in his sleep,saying her name,and then he was in the hospital room watching Gomory cry over the news,this is when he changed..

Going home he found his guns and Bam was his number one target,and finaly upon arrival of shooting him down,bam turned right back on him and shot him first.

Syn shot up sitting up in the bed,sweating and breathing heavy,scared.

[Gomory Rose]

Gomory sat up and looked at him, "Syn...?" She rubbed her eyes and saw him shaking, "What happend?" she touched his arm gently.

[~+Syn+~]

Syn jumped from her touch before looking at her,"i-im fine..it was just a dream,yeah thats all.."he wasn't even talking right,he couldn't get his sentences out good,he looked down,"b-bam,i was gonna...but he shot me.."

He couldn't stop shaking thinking about it,"im sorry..u go back to sleep ok,im ok i promise im fine.."

[Gomory Rose]

"No your not." Gomory heard Phoenix start whining in her sleep and got up and picked her up. "I'll go get you some water and this little thing some formula." She went out of the room. When she got back she handed him the glass of water and sat down beside him feeding Phoenix. "Now, calmly, tell me what happend? Something about Bam?"

[~+Syn+~]

Syn took the water from her and looked over at her,"it was like iwas there when he was hurting u..and like it changed to u being in the hospital crying over our little boi when the doctor told u what happend to him,and i came back here to get one of my guns and went to find bam,i found him,yelled his name,he turned around and smiled and shot me first.."

He looked down after drinking a bit of the water and sighed.

[Gomory Rose]

Gomory looked at him, "Syn..." She sighed. "It didn't happen, you're here." She moved Phoenix onto her shoulder and started patting her back. "I don't want to hit her hard.." she laughed. "Do you want to do it?"

[~+Syn+~]

Syn nodded and took her from gomory,"hey baby,daddys sorry if he woke u up..",he layed nixx on him so her head rested on his shoulder and patted her back gently,"im so pissed at him gomory..he took my son from me..",syn looked down tears were gathering in his eyes just thinking about it.

[Gomory Rose]

Gomory nodded, "I know. I'm not happy with him either, but theres nothing we can do." She got up and looked under the bed and saw the puppy hiding. "I thought I heard something scratching up the floor. Get out from under there." she laughed as the puppy went and sat under the crib. "Syn, we can try for another baby." She looked at him as she moved back onto the bed sitting indain style.

[~+Syn+~]

"thats not it Gomory,its the fact of he took that baby from me,my son..",he sighed,"i guess im just whining..but god i hate him.."

He looked at the puppy and smiled a bit,"c'mere Demitri",he smiled and laughed at the dog because he was to short to actually jump up onto the bed,"awe that sux short stuff"

[Gomory Rose]

Gomory leaned over the side of the bed and picked him up. "Poor puppy. Is Syn being a mean old man to you?" She glared at Syn, "Bad Syn!" she laughed. "Phoenix spit up on daddy for being a bad old man."

[~+Syn+~]

"she loves me to much",he laughed,and looked at nixx,"man shes knocked out again,how the hell does she do it"he laughed a bit getting up and putting her back into her crib before jumping back on the bed.

"man that dream has fucked me over for the rest of the night,i hate that mother fucker..and i hope he dies.."

[Gomory Rose]

Gomory smiled, "She's a baby she's talented." she put the dog on the floor and moved onto him putting her head on his chest. "I know you do Syn..." she wasn't sure about what to say. "I'll stay up with you if you want me too."

[~+Syn+~]

"no baby its ok,i'll just be laying here thinking.."he kissed her head and looked at her with a smile smile to assure her it was ok.

"i love u Gomory.."

syn was in a state of mind that scared him,it was fear,it was pain,and most of all it was rage..the feeling was almost uncontrolable..and thats what scared him..

[Gomory Rose]

Gomory sighed and rubbed his back keeping her head on his chest, "If you say so..." her voice was almost an inaudible whisper.

[~+Syn+~]

Syn layed there all night thinking of Brandon and the other people that have hurt him and it just made him mad,why did people always bother the kids that don't do shit to them,they took it as weakness and ran with it,if they only knew what they were making him into..a beast..

finaly he drifted to sleep,and a few minutes later nixx was crying and tossing in her crib,he opend his eyes and sighed and began to get up to get her.

[Gomory Rose]

Gomory jolted out of sleep when he moved and then heard Phoenix crying. "I'll go get her." She got up and picked her up out of the crib. "You really need to stop crying or daddys gonna spaz out on us." she smiled rocking the baby in her arms sitting back down on her side of the bed. She looked up at him, "You feeling any better?"

[~+Syn+~]

"no not really,tired,stressed,sad,mad..",he sighed,"im a bad father..i should be happy i have my little girl..",syn looked away and down,he was being horrible and unfair to his little girl,she loved him and he loved her but what was stolen from him just made it hard to focus on what was here right now..

[Gomory Rose]

Gomory sighed and stood up, "I'll leave you to think. I don't want to bother you." She walked out of the room carrying Phoenix in her arms.

[~+Syn+~]

Syn sighed,he sat there all night thinking of what had happend.
First he got mad,and upset,but the more he thought about it a smile crossed his face..

a whisper left his lips as he smirked"everyone gets what they deserve.."

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