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Post by ~+Syn+~ on May 12, 2007 1:15:15 GMT -5
Syn walked her to his house,holding her hand the whole way,his house was huge with a big glass window on the top floor which was to his room,he opend his house door letting her walk in first,"yes there not home,i dun have to hear her bitch now"
He laughed grabbing the mail and getting his grades from it,u can come to my room if u want i gotta dispose of this,and with that he headed up the stairs and down the hall to his room,he opend the door,and watched her walk in first.
His room was painted black and he had alot of posters everywhere,everything was neat though,his bed made up by his mother,he never really understood why she still did that for him but hey whatever,his blanket was one big london flag,and so was the carpet by his desk,sitting down at his desk he pulled his lighter out of his pocket setting the letter up into flames,he smiled,"there goes that report card",he laughed,one thing he forgot about was his automatic hanging on the wall by his bed,he looked over at her,sorry for its smell",he laughed putting it out and tossing it in the trash.
Getting up he opend one section of his window and lit a ciggy,"i hope u dun mind i do this,i can stop if u don't like smokers,it'll be hard but whatever its worth it."
He smiled leaning on the wall.
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Post by Gomory Rose on May 12, 2007 1:22:41 GMT -5
"No, it doesn't bother me." Gomory looked around the room, the automatic cought her eye. She had another flashback. It was of her and Damion down by the river shooting off rifles at trees and other things. Gomory suddenly felt dizzy and sat down on his bed, putting her face into her hands. She took in deep breaths trying to get the spinning to stop. When it finally stopped she looked up at him and smiled, "I like your room. It's much more....you than mine is of me. My room is ugly, blue and white."
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Post by ~+Syn+~ on May 12, 2007 1:28:12 GMT -5
"u ok?..",he had caught her sit down and cover her face,"if u want i can drive u home if u dun feel good or u can sleep here i won't make a sound,and thank u about my room,it took me a while to get it just how i wanted it."
He sat by her taking a drag and letting the smoke roll out of his mouth slowly,"seriously though u ok,u seemed like a lil off balance just now..",he looked at her before noticing he had left some of his drawings posted on his walls,they were all about death,he gulped,he din't want her seeing them in fear she'd be freaked out,he turned his attention back to her and kissed her head trying to make sure she was ok.
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Post by Gomory Rose on May 12, 2007 1:37:05 GMT -5
"I'm fine. Just a bit dizzy." Gomory smiled. She looked at the walls and saw the pictures, "Did you draw those?" She continued sitting, she wasn't freaked out. She thought they were quite good. She looked back to him and put her head on the side of his shoulder.
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Post by ~+Syn+~ on May 12, 2007 1:41:18 GMT -5
"yup there all mine",he smiled running his hand thru her hair.
Syn looked at her hr tilted her head a bit to look at her in the eyes,"tell me Gomory,what do u see in me?,what makes u stick around?.."
He had been hurt so many times he din't know what to believe anymore,so why not ask he figured,he really loved her but he also was scared of being hurt again.
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Post by Gomory Rose on May 12, 2007 1:48:25 GMT -5
Gomory smiled, "What do I see in you? Hm, I see a caring indivdual who doesn't get the credit he deserves. Who cares about me and would do anything for me, as I would do anything for him. I also see someone who could very well be in my future, because we are both in love.." She blushed a bit but continued on, "And what makes me stick around is my love for you. I wont give that up. So now you're stuck with me" Gomory laughed and stuck her tounge out at him.
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Post by ~+Syn+~ on May 12, 2007 1:55:28 GMT -5
Syn smiled,for once he could truly smile again,no one had said anything to him like that before,and right then and there he relized this was the girl he'd always love no matter what,"so u really think all that huh?",he smirked kissing her neck gently.
He layed bk with a happy sigh and looked over at her,"i'll never leave u gomory..and i can swear that to u.."Smiling he pulled her down by him,turning on his side to face her,he kissed her nose and laughed a little.
"u know ur the fist person to actually not care about my gun or drawings..most people call me weird or physco,i can't help it if i like shooting stuff,or drawing dark pictures."he laughed.
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Post by Gomory Rose on May 12, 2007 2:05:55 GMT -5
Gomory schrunched up her nose and laughed, "I like them. And you're not weird nor a psycho. Atleast to me your not." She smiled at him and kissed him softly. She trusted him with her heart, she couldn't deny it. She had noticed the way Damion had been acting when she mentioned Syn to him, he seemed...jealous. She didn't remember their relationship. Besides, it was in the past, this was now. She found someone who wouldn't give her up. Atleast she hoped.
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Post by ~+Syn+~ on May 12, 2007 2:12:37 GMT -5
Syn kissed back and looked into her eyes with a smile,"stay with me tonight..please"He moved a piece of her hair out of her face keeping his eyes on her's.
There was nothing more he liked than being near her,and today felt great he never wanted it to end,"iv'e never wanted to be so close to someone in my life,ussaly i like being alone..i sit in here in the dark, smoke,draw,and write all my ideas and thoughts down,but right now none of that matters to me,its seemed to vanish in my head or something,its weird but i love it.."
He smiled.
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Post by Gomory Rose on May 12, 2007 9:15:53 GMT -5
Gomory smiled and nodded, "I'll stay with you. Why wouldn't I? I feel safe right now." She moved her body closer to his and shifted her eyesight so she was looking at the ceiling.
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Post by ~+Syn+~ on May 12, 2007 9:39:33 GMT -5
syn smiled and closed his eyes,"don't u think u should be sleeping?,sounds like u have a long day tomorrow,udun wanna be tired followin daim around"
He looked over at her,"and whats caught ur eye up there?",he laughed.
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Post by Gomory Rose on May 12, 2007 9:42:00 GMT -5
"You can follow us around too! Which means you can carry my lazy ass. So no, I don't need sleep. Insomnia apparently." She smiled at him looking back to him, "I don't know what caught my eye."
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Post by ~+Syn+~ on May 12, 2007 9:45:48 GMT -5
"i dunno if i can hang around him that long..im trying to be nice but he gives me this look that just like,shit iono..i guess i can follow."
Syn wrapped his around her and kissed her gently,"im only going for u,i dun really like your little friend,i don't trust him,not after what hes done to u..",he looked at her,his eyes seemed to be serious.
Syn really din't trust damion,he was sneaky and un honest,and if syn ever hated anything it was people like that.
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Post by Gomory Rose on May 12, 2007 9:49:42 GMT -5
"The pushing me or before I can remember?" Gomory looked up at him, "Do you remember anything about me before this happend?" She was really curious as to what he rememberd of her and what he knew.
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Post by ~+Syn+~ on May 12, 2007 9:56:25 GMT -5
"well i only knew u one day before then,but u wrre one of the smartest girls i had ever met,we sat there and talked french togther."he laughed a bit and continued,"but from what i saw of his he kind of ignored u,he was always writing in some note book and putting his head phones on,how he can just ignore u i dunno,but now he seems maniptulive,hes the kind of person that if he had the chance he'd take advantage i believe..atleast he seems like that,i mean one day hes pushing u the next he pulls out some tears and hes ur best friend,i just don't trust it just yet,maybe im just being paranoid.."
He looked at her waiting for a responce,maybe he was being overprotective,he thought to himself,or maybe he was right and Damion was being a big fraud.
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Post by Gomory Rose on May 12, 2007 10:03:10 GMT -5
"He's not my best friend. I just want to find out what I was like before this. If he was my best friend he would have came and saw me while I was in the hospiotal. Like you did, if anyone is my best friend. It's you, but I love you more than a friend." Gomory smiled, "And if he was that bad back then, then I want you around me when I'm around him. I don't want to get hurt because he's mad that I don't remember him. Or worse, he get mad and kill me because I say something wrong or don't rememeber something." Gomory shudderd.
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Post by ~+Syn+~ on May 12, 2007 10:08:43 GMT -5
"he keeps more guns than me,im not scared of him i just worry about him,he barely talks to anyone at school,and hes always quiet,it seems like i dunno like hes holding hate about some things that he just needs to let go.."
He looked at the ceiling,he was wondering if Damion was like him,except Damion seemed to really have the guts to do it all,syn did to but right now that seemed to be a dumb thing to do,he loved Gomory and that was all that mattered,but Damion..,he was a lost kid now,his two best friends barely remembered him and he was alone..
Maybe i can talk to him one day..syn wondered,a sigh left his lips.
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Post by Gomory Rose on May 12, 2007 13:21:16 GMT -5
Gomory propped up on her arm looking down at Syns face. "Why don't you talk to him then? You always help me with my problems." She smiled, "I bet you two could become friends or something. Unless he gets jealous of you, then we have a problem. I think....I hope he's not. I don't want problems."
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Post by ~+Syn+~ on May 12, 2007 16:17:48 GMT -5
Syn looked up at her,"i guess..maybe i can help him,me and him are alot alike hes just a lil more pushy and mean,i can be a bastard though, believe me,maybe because of some of the stuff iv'e been thru.."
Syn looked away thinking of his childhood,it had been pretty rough,he din't like telling people about it to much but he trusted her.
he kept his head tilted away from her as he talked,"my uh mom she used to drink alot and she slap me around and yell,but ya kno the hitting kinda hurt but it was more of the fact it was my mother and what she was doing could kill her,and one day it did...,we found her over dosed in her and my dad's room when i was 7..i felt so help less..i became mad at the world because it was regular people out there selling her the shit..i loved my mom..no matter how she was when she would be drunk,she loved me too,and when she was sober she was the sweetest..i just..",he sighed ,tears welling up into his eyes,he din't want to cry infront of her,so he wiped his eyes trying not to look at her,that only made his anger rise,he never really cried about anything,he din't even cry at his mother's funeral and thats what made his anger build because he never let it go,he sighed,"im sorry..i din't mean to bring all this up,i feel like i just wanna punch a wall or something,or go out and shoot something,maybe someone,i just get really angry,i never hurt anyone while im mad just myself.."
He din't mean to say that to her,he looked at her,"i dun like cut or anything if thats what ur thinking i just get into mosh pitts or punch walls,sometimes i end up breaking my hand or something,so i really worked on stoping that when i got into the band.."
Syn couldn't believe it he was pouring out all of his secrets to her something hes never done with anyone,what the hell was happening he wondered,what ever it was it was nice to feel trust in someone for once..
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Post by Gomory Rose on May 12, 2007 17:56:04 GMT -5
Gomory saw him look like he was about to cry and she sat up and pulled him to her. "Syn...." her voice was soft as she started rubbing his back. "I can help you with that anger.."She thought she could, but she wasn't sure how long he could stand her. "I'm here for you, and you can tell me anything you want to. And I will never judge you based on your past. Hell, I don't even remember mine." She smiled softly.
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Post by ~+Syn+~ on May 12, 2007 21:18:52 GMT -5
"no ones ever told me that..most people tell me get over it or suck it up..why do u care so much?"
He kept his head over her shoulder,he noticed a tear fell down his cheek,he din't try to stop it either,he pulled away a bit and looked at her.
"thank u..so much..i mean that.."
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Post by Gomory Rose on May 12, 2007 21:32:16 GMT -5
Gomory smiled and kissed his forehead. "I care because I love you. And no one deserves to be sad. And you're welcome. I'm always here for you, no matter what happens." Her voice was soft and sincere. She kept rubbing his back.
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Post by ~+Syn+~ on May 12, 2007 21:55:32 GMT -5
Syn smiled and kissed her,wrapping his arms around her he kissed her neck,he shifted his eyes to look at her as he kissed her neck again,he smiled a bit,"i love u Gomory.."
His eyes never moved away from hers,he held her hands in his,and he kissed her once again.
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Post by Gomory Rose on May 12, 2007 22:02:55 GMT -5
Gomory kissed him back, "I love you too Syn." She blushed slighty. She couldn't help it, his touch made her body feel numb, his kisses were even worse. It felt like where he kissed was on fire. She couldn't help it. She hoped that he wouldn't notice her cheeks. I probably look so stupid, she thought to herself.
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Post by ~+Syn+~ on May 12, 2007 22:20:54 GMT -5
Syn smiled and laughed a bit,"baby ur as red as a rose,and dun get me wrong,its adorable."
He smiled laying back down pulling her down along with him,he had pulled her ontop of him so he smiled up at her,he moved a bit of hair from her face and kissed her again,one hand was on one side of her face gently.
He had never been so happy in his life.
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Post by Gomory Rose on May 12, 2007 22:31:58 GMT -5
Gomory placed her hands beside his head trying to keep herself up a little bit so she wasn't laying on top of him with all of her weight. She kissed back then pulled away, "It is not adorable. I probably look like a 5 year old child getting a kiss on the cheek and not knowing what to do next." She laughed. "This is a really awkward position, if one of your parents walked in...they would be thinking..." Gomorys face turned redder, but she didn't notice. "They would be thinking that we are doing very bad things."
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Post by ~+Syn+~ on May 12, 2007 22:40:14 GMT -5
"my parents,aka my dad dun come in here especially this late at night,and were perfectly innocent were not doin anything dirty now are we?"
Syn smirked up at her and winked before laughing,he kissed her neck gently,"atleast were not right now.."
He smiled kissing her deeply,running his hand through her hair.
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Post by Gomory Rose on May 12, 2007 22:44:35 GMT -5
Gomory smiled kissing him back, then rolled off of him. Laying on her back. "Oh really, what does the 'not right now were not' supposed to mean Mr. Haner?" She laughed looking at him, her cheeks had calmed down just a bit and were a light pink color.
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Post by ~+Syn+~ on May 12, 2007 22:51:44 GMT -5
"it means just what it sounded like,it ment not untill u want me to"
He smiled turning onto his side to look at her,"and that can be years from now if u need it to be,im just happy being right here with u"
He kissed her nose and rubbed his against her's,he smiled softly and kissed her neck once more kind of biting it playfully.
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Post by Gomory Rose on May 12, 2007 23:00:20 GMT -5
"eep!" Gomorys whole body quivered when he bit it a little bit. "Don't do that." She squinted her eyes, like she was mad. It was a lie, she didn't want him to stop doing that and besides, her face was now red as blood and she couldn't stop blushing. "See what you've done now?" She laughed playing with him.
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