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Post by Samantha "Rizzo" Booker on Apr 27, 2007 23:01:04 GMT -5
This was it. This was finally it. After a few days of crying and begging, she finally convinced her parents to send her home. She was finally going... home. Okay, not quite home. Home was Belfast, but there was no way the Booker's were going to send their only child back there. No, she would be sent to live with her aunt in Dublin. Most of the population in that city was under the age of 26, a perfect place to finish school and have fun. And she could go to college there, it wouldn't be that difficult, with her grades, to get in. Before then, she'd been planning to attend the Kansas City Art Institute, but now... well, now she couldn't.
"Flight 204 to Dublin, boarding in twenty minutes," somebody said over the intercom. She looked up, startled out of her thoughts by the loud voice.
"I guess this is it..."
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Post by ~+Damion Schmidt+~ on Apr 27, 2007 23:09:45 GMT -5
Damion Grabbed her arm.
"Riz..Sammi,look i kno u dun believe me but i need u,i fucking need u..look i was an ass out there,i mean were not exactly the best for each other right now and i think we need a breather,so we can remember why we loved each olther again,but i need u here.."
He looked into her eyes not letting her go,he had a grip but not one to hurt her,his eyes never left her's,it was clear he hadn't slept for days.
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Post by Samantha "Rizzo" Booker on Apr 27, 2007 23:12:36 GMT -5
Not even her heart jumped. She kept her eyes forward, unmoving, hands gripping the armrest. "Damion," she said in a low voice, almost under her breath, "let go of my arm. You have no business here, and how you even figured out I was leaving today is beyond me. A breather is not something that is good for either of us, because the only person benefiting from it would be you. I would keep my hopes up, but you would go on and fall more in love with that harlot. Now please leave, I'm leaving in twenty minutes, I need to destroy my fear of flying."
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Post by ~+Damion Schmidt+~ on Apr 27, 2007 23:16:22 GMT -5
He refused to let go for a bit but he sighed and nodded letting go,tears building up into his eyes.
new cut marks were easily seen through the fishnet he had on under his Sevenfold shirt,he looked down feeling dumb to even had come there.
"i guess this is goodbye..?.."he siged before looking back up to her.
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Post by Samantha "Rizzo" Booker on Apr 27, 2007 23:18:35 GMT -5
She moved her eyes down to his arm and sighed. "You piece of shit," she said, "what have I told you about that? All that time I spent helping you out of that, and this is the thanks I get? You were even so preoccupied with yourself, and me helping you, you didn't even see what was right in front of you. I guess Gomory can help you now." She stood and pulled back her sleeve, showing the deep, dark bruise marks near the fold of her arm. "Now get, there are no goodbyes. There is only you leaving."
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Post by ~+Damion Schmidt+~ on Apr 27, 2007 23:24:58 GMT -5
"don't call me fuking names for this shit,u kno i have a fucking problem,and u have no god damn right...i dun judge u and i dun appreciate that shit from u.."
he pulled his arm away from her crossing his arms trying to cover the marks,he looked down ashamed.
"u kno u caqn be pretty cold Sammi..real damn cold.."
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Post by Samantha "Rizzo" Booker on Apr 27, 2007 23:27:20 GMT -5
"Cold? Cold? Ha!" She laughed. "It's always been about you, Damion. Always about you. 'My life sucks. I cut myself. Ooh, woe is me!'" She mocked his voice, flailing her arms around wildly. "'My name is Damion, and I get beat in school. My girlfriend tries to help me, but I just go running to the next piece of ass. Nevermind that Sam might have actual issues, because only Damion is the one that matters."
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Post by ~+Damion Schmidt+~ on Apr 27, 2007 23:31:16 GMT -5
Tears were running down his face because of the people starring now,he hated being outcasted like that escpecially with the whole cutting thing.
Turning away from her he just started walking away with his head down and his arms still crossed,and that moment he had become uncomfortable,he was looking at people quickly and looking back down,he just wanted outta there and the starring to stop.
The things she said hurt,because he was really thankfull for her being there and no it wasn't about the sex,he really loved her,he could care less when he got laid it was just she was his heart but now he was seeing her way diffrently.
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Post by Samantha "Rizzo" Booker on Apr 27, 2007 23:33:08 GMT -5
She knew it. She knew he wouldn't care. Shooting up dope for a few years, and still he hadn't noticed, even when she shoved her arm in his face. Because it was always about Damion, never about her. Or, at least, that's how she viewed it.
"Yeah, see you."
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Post by ~+Damion Schmidt+~ on Apr 27, 2007 23:37:02 GMT -5
He looked back at her once more.
"look before u kill urself please stop.."
Unlike her he din't want to cause a scene or put her buisness out there so he said it as calm as he could tying to be casual,she'd probly take it wrong tho so he went back over to her closer.
"thats not safe to do..ive seen first hand what that shit does..i dun want u to end up dead like the rest..i guess i never said anything before because i was going to let u come to me about it like u let me do with my cutting.."
He kept his head down still ashamed by the eyes watching him.
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Post by Samantha "Rizzo" Booker on Apr 27, 2007 23:48:16 GMT -5
"I never came to you because I was always trying to help you. And I know what this stuff does, I'm not stupid. I've taken the classes, seen the videos, seen the people. But I don't care. It's not like you're going to be around to make me stop, anyway. You don't even need to care about me anymore, you've got Gomory, don't you?" She resented Gomory as she'd never resented anyone before. She hated her, loathed her, wished horrible things upon her. "So just leave. You're only making this harder on both of us, and your harlot needs you."
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Post by ~+Damion Schmidt+~ on Apr 28, 2007 7:57:19 GMT -5
"i fucking care..and id help u like u helped me.."
He sighed,"nevermind,ur doing everything to me but listening..i told u i was sorry and i wanna still be there for u but,u just can't hear that can u.."
He looked down shaking his head,he was truly hurt,yeah the last few days had been hell but he loved her.
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Post by Samantha "Rizzo" Booker on Apr 28, 2007 11:27:13 GMT -5
"Are you kidding?" She did not care that she was making a scene. Those people could ignore them if they wanted to. "Are you kidding me? You don't care, Damion, because if you cared, you would have asked me about it sooner. I can't be friends with you. I can't be friends with my ex's. You're my ex now, got it? You're the one who left me, not the other way around. If you truly cared about me, you wouldn't have done that." She wanted to make him feel horrible, disgusting. It was HIS fault!
Insanity seemed to be taking over.
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Post by ~+Damion Schmidt+~ on Apr 28, 2007 12:12:11 GMT -5
"i don't feel a bit bad about anything ive done,feelings change and u can't change that,im sorry i really am but im not about stand here and let u try to convince me im an asshole cuz my fucking feelings changed,u druggie bitch,and yeah i have asked u about it before u were high off ur ass,ive takin u home from so many partys that u dun even remember cuz u were trashed,so dun ever fucking try to make me feel low because im not that kinda person and u kno it."
"have. a. nice. fucking. life."Flipping her the finger he turned to walk away from her once again.
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Post by Samantha "Rizzo" Booker on Apr 28, 2007 12:15:17 GMT -5
"Okay, and don't shoot up the school, honey. We wouldn't want innocent lives being taken. And yeah, I know about your little plan. I'm not stupid, I see the signs. Bye!"
The woman came over the speaker. "Flight for Dublin, boarding now."
It was over. She grabbed her carry-on luggage and boarded the plane.
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Post by ~+Damion Schmidt+~ on Apr 28, 2007 16:58:54 GMT -5
He smirked and talked lowly to himself as he watched her go through the gate to board.
"maybe u shoulda been more afraid of me than Gomory,dumb bitch,u made ur first mistake,now make ur last and come back here one day.."
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Post by wowposter on Nov 8, 2008 22:28:00 GMT -5
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