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Post by ~+Syn+~ on May 27, 2007 19:03:25 GMT -5
Laying there on his bed Syn thought about his life,for once it was going ok,and then all back to hell,no one can rip that way from a person and expect to just be able to walk away from it can they?,he mouthed the words to "no ones there" by korn,and a smirk crossed his face.
Opening his eyes slowly he got up and grabbed a notebook and began to write.
His thoughts depend,and he found himself so happy,as his pen touched to the paper his smile grew,his visions flooded his head,he was ready and willing..
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Post by Gomory Rose on Jun 1, 2007 15:12:32 GMT -5
Gomory ran in and jumped on his back. "SYN! I LOVES YOU! LETS HAVE ANOTHER BABY!" She kissed him hard on the lips. She was hyper, which is not good at all.
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Post by ~+Syn+~ on Jun 1, 2007 22:53:34 GMT -5
Syn smirked,and closed his note book,"just break my back why don't u?",he laughed and eventually turned over on his back making sure she was still ontop of him,"were not about to try for another kid,man our lil trouble maker has kept me up so many nights i dun think i remember what sleep feels like",he kissed her head and smiled a bit,he looked over at his note book and pushed it off of his bed to keep it away from her.
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Post by Gomory Rose on Jun 1, 2007 22:57:07 GMT -5
She laughed, "I know. I was joking." She saw the notebook. "What's that?" Gomory raised her eyebrow.
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Post by ~+Syn+~ on Jun 1, 2007 22:58:52 GMT -5
"just my journal,nothing to special.",he tilted her head away and kissed her to get her mind off of it.
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Post by Gomory Rose on Jun 1, 2007 23:02:30 GMT -5
Gomory kissed back for a second and then pulled away. "Okay, whatever." She didn't believe him. She got up off him and sat on the bed for a second. She looked down at the ring and sighed.
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Post by ~+Syn+~ on Jun 1, 2007 23:05:36 GMT -5
"whats wrong baby?,somrthing seems to be bothering u",he looked at her with concern on his face,was it him?,was she unhappy,syn always thought the worst of everything,and most the time he would blame himself for anything that went wrong in one of his relation ships.
He din't want anything to ever go wrong between the two,he loved her more than his own life,and his life was one thing he did hold dearly.
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Post by Gomory Rose on Jun 1, 2007 23:08:34 GMT -5
Gomory looked at him and smiled, "Oh it's nothing." She leaned back on him and made him wrap his arms around her. "Okay well, it's something. I've been having nightmares of you killing people and leaving me and Phoenix here alone.." tears stung her eyes thinking about it. "I don't want you to leave me.." She wiped her eyes, "God I sound so stupid.."
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Post by ~+Syn+~ on Jun 1, 2007 23:13:27 GMT -5
Syn looked down then to her slowly,"Gomory i'd never leave u two..ur my life,u guys are whats keeping me so strong baby..",he moved her head to look at him by her chin gently,he gave her a soft smile to assure her it would all be ok.
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Post by Gomory Rose on Jun 1, 2007 23:15:16 GMT -5
"Speaking of our child. Where is she?" Gomory got a confused look on her face.
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Post by ~+Syn+~ on Jun 5, 2007 12:17:14 GMT -5
Syn looked at her,"shes with my father,u din't see them?,he was just downstairs,he might have takin her to the park"
syn shrugged,he trusted his dad of course so that was no worrie to him
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Post by Gomory Rose on Jun 5, 2007 16:36:27 GMT -5
Gomory smiled and ran her hand across his face. "You're perfect. Almost too perfect, it's scary." she laughed and smiled sweetly at him.
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Post by ~+Syn+~ on Jun 6, 2007 12:28:47 GMT -5
Syn looked away,only he knew what was in that notebook while all Gomory saw was his beautiful soul and courage..
He sighed and picked the note book up handing it to her,"just read it..it'll all explain why im telling u i can't be with u anymore..i can't hurt u anymore.."
Syn looked up and into her eyes,tears forming in his.
With that he sat up and let her slide off of him,and got up,only to slowly walk out of his room.
He slid down against the door,tears streaming down his face,he loved Gomory more than his own life,but he knew this would kill her,mentally and physicly if she got involved..
sniffling he tryed to stop the tears and wipe them away but they kept coming,"come on syn ur a grown man almost,u can't be really sitting here crying like this..",he repeated hate towards himself many times quietly as he shook his head biting his bottom lip,trying to stop the tears.
Nothing worked..
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Post by Gomory Rose on Jun 6, 2007 20:06:01 GMT -5
Gomory walked out of the room, she didn't read it. She looked at him, "...I don't care what you write. I love you..but if you don't want to be with me..." She looked down at her hand, "here.." She took off the ring and handed it to him, tears in her eyes.
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Post by ~+Syn+~ on Jun 9, 2007 18:26:15 GMT -5
Syn put the ring back onto her finger and stood up,"baby i love u..ur all i want,but what uv'e been dreaming..it just.."he sighed and looked down,there was no real way to tell her this but the flat out truth,"i dream of doing just that one day..and thats what im scared of,is u'll end up in the middle of it.."
He looked at her before hanging his head once more.
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Post by Gomory Rose on Jun 9, 2007 19:40:50 GMT -5
Gomory moved over to him and burried her face into his chest. She was numb. "If you do something like that, I want to do it too." She kept her face burried.
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Post by ~+Syn+~ on Jun 9, 2007 19:44:33 GMT -5
syn Sighed and ran his hand through her hair,"i can't let u do that..i can't watch that happen to u.."
He looked down at her tilting her head up by her chin to look at him.
"ok?.."
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Post by wowposter on Nov 8, 2008 22:28:44 GMT -5
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