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May 8, 2007 17:10:19 GMT -5
Post by Gomory Rose on May 8, 2007 17:10:19 GMT -5
Gomory sat down at a bench in the middle of the park watching the children play. She couldn't remember a damn thing now, it was all a blur to her, her childhood was nothing to her now. Her mother and father had came to the hospiotal and showed her pictures, but nothing rang a bell. She really wanted to just remember everything. She realized it pissed off the Damion guy, and it made Syn protective of her. She was too confused, "He said he dated me..." Gomory put her head in her hands and sighed. "But then I shot them...and he said he was with Rizzo...when I apparently shot them." She didn't remember any of this, it didn't make sence. She didn't know what to believe, or what to think about the whole thing. She didn't want to remember if she shot Rizzo or if she shot herself. "What in the hell was wrong with me then? Why couldn't I have just let him go if that was the case?" Gomory lifted up her head and leaned back on the bench, "Why did he come in there and get jealous when Syn was singing to me? And why did he say He wants to get in your pants. Just like every other guy.." Gomory sighed and picked at her nails, everything was so confusing. She didn't even trust Syn, she didn't remember him, it's hard to like someone when you don't even remember anything about them or you don't even know what your life was like before that time. "Damnit," she realized she had been sitting on her leg that was now asleep. "ow ow ow ow." Gomory moved it as it began to hurt, badly. She probably looked stupid right now, but that was the least of her worries.
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May 8, 2007 22:06:08 GMT -5
Post by ~+Damion Schmidt+~ on May 8, 2007 22:06:08 GMT -5
Damion sat by a tree with his acoustic he din't seem to see anyone around,he hated singing around people because he thought he was pretty bad at it.
Starting to strum at his guitar his soft voice soon followed,"He's a stranger to some And a vision to none He can never get enough, Get enough of the one
For a fortune he'd quit But it's hard to admit How it ends and begins On his face is a map of the world (A map of the world) On his face is a map of the world (A map of the world) From yesterday, it's coming! From yesterday, the fear! From yesterday, it calls him But he doesn't want to read the message here
On a mountain he sits, not of gold but of sin through the blood he can learn, see the life that it turn From council of one He'll decide when he's done with the innocent On a mountain he sits, not of gold but of sin through the blood he can learn, see the life that it turn From council of one He'll decide when he's done with the innocent artist face is a map of the world..."
A sigh left his lips,he missed His best friend,he needed Gomory and he needed Riz too,nothing made sence anymore,not even his train of thought..
Looking down a tear hit his shoe and he sniffed,"how could i be so fucking mean to her..its not her fault..if anything its mine..she deserved better anyway.."
Damion layed on his back crossing his arms behind his head,letting out another sigh,a bit of hair flew up to gracefully fall back into place.
"what a jackass u are Damion..what a fucking jackass.."
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May 8, 2007 22:09:05 GMT -5
Post by Gomory Rose on May 8, 2007 22:09:05 GMT -5
Gomory looked over in Damions direction and blinked, "I wonder...if he'll hit me again.." She got up and walked over to him but stayed a distance away from him incase he tried anything, "...Hi, Damion.." Her voice was soft.
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May 8, 2007 22:15:28 GMT -5
Post by ~+Damion Schmidt+~ on May 8, 2007 22:15:28 GMT -5
"hey Gomory..",He looked at her,tears were running down his cheeks,he tried ti wipe them swiftly to keep her from seeing.
"im so sorry for hitting and pushing u..im so fucking sorry..,thats not me at all i was just so angry,god i dunno.."
He looked away,he felt like shit about it,and that he should,he had hurt his best friend and even worse it was a girl..,a girl he fucking loved..
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May 8, 2007 22:16:57 GMT -5
Post by Gomory Rose on May 8, 2007 22:16:57 GMT -5
Gomory sat down on the ground, still away from him, "Why were you angry Damion? Are you mad that I don't know anything..?"
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May 8, 2007 22:19:43 GMT -5
Post by ~+Damion Schmidt+~ on May 8, 2007 22:19:43 GMT -5
"no..yeah..i just miss u,i miss my friend,i feel like i don't have shit now..u were all i really ever fucking had..and god i fuck everything up so much i even made u shoot urself.."
Damion started to cry again,his words started to slur,and soon he broke all the way down in tears,he really missed her and he knew it was never going to be the same again..
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May 8, 2007 22:24:49 GMT -5
Post by Gomory Rose on May 8, 2007 22:24:49 GMT -5
Gomory couldn't stand to see him cry and she moved over to him and wrapped her arms around his neck hugging him, "Don't cry Damion..please don't." She was hoping that Syn wouldn't pop out of somewhere and try to hurt Damion in some way. She knew he would.
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May 9, 2007 11:49:23 GMT -5
Post by ~+Damion Schmidt+~ on May 9, 2007 11:49:23 GMT -5
Damion hugged bk,looking up into the sky blankly,he sniffed once more.
"Gomory..im sorry..i dun deserve u as a friend anymore..,im gonna leave u alone ok?.." He looked at her,his eyes filled with puddles of tears,watching her eyes,his lips quivered,a sigh left them.
Damion kissed her cheek gently,and whispered,"goodbye Gomory..i'll always have u in my heart,always.."
He looked away while getting out of her grip and sitting up to leave.
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May 9, 2007 14:50:47 GMT -5
Post by Gomory Rose on May 9, 2007 14:50:47 GMT -5
"Damion...if you loved me as much as you said you did...then why leave me now?" She took his hands, "You can help me remember, please help me remember. I hate living my life where I don't know anyone anymore. I hate it that everyone is a stranger to me." Gomorys head started hurting and she put her hand on the back of it where it had busted open, the stiches were still there. "I don't care what you did to me, just please, if you can help me remember, then help me..."
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May 9, 2007 14:57:28 GMT -5
Post by ~+Damion Schmidt+~ on May 9, 2007 14:57:28 GMT -5
He nodded and hugged her closely,"i'll help u the best i can..i'll show u pictures and tell u about everything i promise.."
Damion pulled back and looked at her with a little smile,he wiped his tears and kissed her head gently,holding her hand still.
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May 9, 2007 15:10:31 GMT -5
Post by ~+Syn+~ on May 9, 2007 15:10:31 GMT -5
Syn walked thru the park humming to himself,the whole time thinking of Gomory and all the shit kids had said about her at school,and how they were dragging him into it,calling him her boyfriend and all,he liked her but shit like that just ticks him off.
He listened to his Zune trying to calm his nerves,with the screaming of Axl Rose. A bit of a smile crossed his face as he sang along,that is untill he looked over seeing Gomory and Damion,he thought damion was trying to hurt her again so in a natural attempt of heroism he ran over tackling Damion,"i thought she wanted u to leave her alone fag."
He glared as he pressed Damion down into the ground by the throat.
People starred.
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May 9, 2007 15:20:43 GMT -5
Post by Gomory Rose on May 9, 2007 15:20:43 GMT -5
Gomory grabbed Syn and tried to pulled at him, "Syn stop it! Damion wasn't trying to hurt me!" She yelled. "Damions going to try to help me remember things!"
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May 9, 2007 15:36:22 GMT -5
Post by ~+Syn+~ on May 9, 2007 15:36:22 GMT -5
"hes going to lie to u thats all,hes a fucking snake",after punching Damion a few times,he finaly let her pull him off,Syn looked at her.
"how can u fucking believe him and hes hurt u twice,in the same day?",He looked at her shaking with anger.
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May 9, 2007 15:41:36 GMT -5
Post by Gomory Rose on May 9, 2007 15:41:36 GMT -5
Gomory stood on her tiptoes and whispered into Syns' ear, "You can supervise, so that he doesn't lie to me, and you can hurt him if he tries to hurt me." She kept standing on her tiptoes waiting for his response, placing her hands on his shoulders for support.
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May 9, 2007 16:11:19 GMT -5
Post by ~+Syn+~ on May 9, 2007 16:11:19 GMT -5
Syn nodded and hugged her,whispering back to her that he was sorry and that hed stay close by just incase.
And with that he walked off after givin daim one more good glare.
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May 9, 2007 16:18:29 GMT -5
Post by ~+Damion Schmidt+~ on May 9, 2007 16:18:29 GMT -5
Daim watched him walk away,and rubbed his neck,"oww..god ur friend there has a grip.."
He laughed a bit trying to shake it off,"but yeah Gomory i'll tell u everything,i'll even take u places where we used to hang out so u can see them again."
He smiled at her.
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May 9, 2007 16:37:58 GMT -5
Post by Gomory Rose on May 9, 2007 16:37:58 GMT -5
Gomory smiled and nodded at him, "Okay. So what are you going to teach me first?" She plopped back down on the ground. She had on a pretty blue dress that made her eyes stand out even more. She was curious as to what he would and could remind her of, she needed those memories back. She wanted those memories back.
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May 9, 2007 18:34:44 GMT -5
Post by ~+Damion Schmidt+~ on May 9, 2007 18:34:44 GMT -5
Damion thought for a second,then it hit him,his wallet.
Pulling it out of his pocket he pulled pictures out of their holders,he had copys of some pictures of them when they were like five and six,he smiled and laughed looking at some of them. "see this is us,and some are of me and Riz."
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May 9, 2007 18:46:10 GMT -5
Post by Gomory Rose on May 9, 2007 18:46:10 GMT -5
"So you and Riz dated? And then you cheated on me with her?" Gomory was thinking she was getting it now. But she didn't quite understand yet. If he had loved her, then why would he cheat on her? She was just thinking about just giving up on trying to find her past, all it looked like now was that it was going to just hurt her.
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May 9, 2007 19:02:58 GMT -5
Post by ~+Damion Schmidt+~ on May 9, 2007 19:02:58 GMT -5
"i din't cheat on u,u saw us hugging,u see me and Riz broke up and stopped talking,then she wrote me a IM and i was like yeah i miss u and went out there in the hall and hugged her cuz she left outta class crying,and im not the kinda guy to just let my friends cry."
He looked at her,"so see u saw us hugging and u thought i was cheating and u shot her.."
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May 9, 2007 19:16:53 GMT -5
Post by Gomory Rose on May 9, 2007 19:16:53 GMT -5
Gomory looked down, "I guess I was a jealous bitch." She looked over to Syn, "If I'm so horrible then why did you get mad when you saw me with Syn?" She shook her head, "Maybe it was for the better, I could probably snap and hurt him.." Gomory hit her fists on the ground. "Goddamnit, I was a horrable person.."
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May 10, 2007 17:46:50 GMT -5
Post by ~+Damion Schmidt+~ on May 10, 2007 17:46:50 GMT -5
"you werent horrible and your not now,i guess i got jealous of him cuz i saw he really cared about u and i thought he was taking u away from me..but now i must say im happy u have such a good friend..."
He looked over at her with a gentle smile,taking her hand in his and kissing it,"everything will be ok,i promise.."
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May 10, 2007 17:57:24 GMT -5
Post by Gomory Rose on May 10, 2007 17:57:24 GMT -5
Gomory smiled and looked away from him, looking in the direction Syn went. She couldn't help it, she was attracted to the over protective guitar player. She was lost in deep thought about Syn that she forgot that Damion was even still there. I'm attracted to him, and yet, I don't trust him...I don't trust myself. Gomory shook her head coming out of her deep thought. "I guess you can say that. Can I introduce you to Syn properly? I wont let him hurt you." She smiled at him.
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May 10, 2007 18:02:46 GMT -5
Post by ~+Damion Schmidt+~ on May 10, 2007 18:02:46 GMT -5
Daim laughed and nodded. "alrighty,only if u promise to keep him from killing me,u seem to like him alot,u stare at him alot.",he laughed again and got up with her,and walked beside her over to the muscular guy.
"so why does he call himself syn?,"
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May 10, 2007 18:15:07 GMT -5
Post by Gomory Rose on May 10, 2007 18:15:07 GMT -5
Gomory shrugged, she hadn't really asked him that. She knew his real name, but she called him Syn, "I really don't know." She bursted into a run and jumped on Syns back. "HEY SYN!" She laughed clinging to him.
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May 10, 2007 18:31:29 GMT -5
Post by ~+Syn+~ on May 10, 2007 18:31:29 GMT -5
Syn Jumped a bit at first untill relizing it was her,he laughed and leaned his head bk to look at her,he was helping keep her up by holding her legs,"u know,u scared me",he smiled.
Syn really liked her,he loved her personality and who she was,she wasn't just another girl to him.
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May 10, 2007 21:48:25 GMT -5
Post by Gomory Rose on May 10, 2007 21:48:25 GMT -5
"I'm sorry." Gomory kissed his cheek. "There, does that make up for me scaring you?" She smiled and kept her face close to his. She forgot that Damion was even there again, it was just her and Syn in her own little world.
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May 10, 2007 21:59:52 GMT -5
Post by ~+Syn+~ on May 10, 2007 21:59:52 GMT -5
Syn smiled and rubbed his nose against her's,"yeah that makes up for u scaring me" He loved looking into her eyes,his smile was warm and gentle as he looked at her,he caughta glance of Damion,"whats he doin here?.."
Syn looked back toGomory a bit confussion on his face.
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May 10, 2007 22:16:11 GMT -5
Post by Gomory Rose on May 10, 2007 22:16:11 GMT -5
"Oh yeah." Gomory moved off of Syns back and smiled at him and then to Damion, "I want you two to be introduced without you choking him Syn. It's not nice for once and he's going to be my friend."
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May 11, 2007 16:48:03 GMT -5
Post by ~+Syn+~ on May 11, 2007 16:48:03 GMT -5
Syn looked up shaking his head,"fine..but one more mess up like hitting her or sumtin and well iono but watch ur back.."
he laughed a bit shaking Damion's hand,"glad uv'e callmed down man, i was startin to worry about your anger.."
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